~ feels like

i open the notes app
and here i go again
writingwritingwriting

like we know whats it about
but this time next year
i know it will be different

i can feel the power in my kicks
i can feel the weight shedding off me
as i transition into a new me
i can feel the distance, as it grows and grows
what was was intimacy, is now a desert

i thought this is what highanddry meant
but now i know
as the year comes to a close
this is what, change

~ feels like